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mis_creationI need to stop messing up.
What the fuck. Am I sabotaging myself because I actually found a job I like? What the hell?
I missed the lab training shift last week because I slept late, and this morning I completely spaced a lab shift that I was going to cover for a co-worker because I didn't get trained for the lab so I can't do it anyway, but I forgot to tell anybody this, so they had to close the lab.
Fuck. What the hell?
New rule. I write down everything I do different at least twice.
Note to self: lab training tomorrow at 11:30. Wake up or you're going to lose your job.
What the fuck. Am I sabotaging myself because I actually found a job I like? What the hell?
I missed the lab training shift last week because I slept late, and this morning I completely spaced a lab shift that I was going to cover for a co-worker because I didn't get trained for the lab so I can't do it anyway, but I forgot to tell anybody this, so they had to close the lab.
Fuck. What the hell?
New rule. I write down everything I do different at least twice.
Note to self: lab training tomorrow at 11:30. Wake up or you're going to lose your job.
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Date: 2008-08-22 11:57 pm (UTC)In fact, there was a dispute over how to spell one of my source's names today and my editor asked me flat-out if I misspelled another person's name.
Give yourself a break and I'm sure it will all work out.